I just don't get it

[Lonely]

sorry to disappoint u but Anderson Cooper might be gay as well

anwayz... back to the point...
u r not alone in there... i fell in love with a straight classmate at my first year in college
and i kept loving him for 2 whole years.... b4 i decided to go on with my life, and trust
me it wasnt an easy decision...

all i can say is that u r risking all what u have now between u both specially if u reached
the point where u feel hate or disrespect to urself coz u let urself love him knowing that
there was a little chance/no chance of being with him... and the anger u feel now could
be the first step to that....

like others said b4... dont think of him as a possible sex partner... just try to use those
feelings for him to support the good foundations u already have...
just reconsider b4 ruining a good friendship...

At some point, at some level, isn't there some primal, ancestral need for a man to want a woman??

i think at some level that desire is deep down inside most of us....
i almost got engaged to a really nice girl about 2 years ago but then i realized the
mistake i was going to make right on time.... i couldnt ruin her life and mine just coz
i needed something... i couldnt risk breaking her heart someday...

now im in a serious relationship with a great guy and all in my mind right now is having
that family with him...

anywayz... we are not all the same... ur situation might be a bit different...
so...think thoroughly b4 taking any decisions.... and good luck