I just don't get it

[Jason74]

I have been with women before I eventually came out and admitted to the world that I was gay. I just didn't feel like it was right for me to be engaged in sexual activity with females and that I was missing something or they were missing something that I really liked. Yet then dating men on and off after that and having long tern relationships with men I have realized that is who and what I want to be with for the rest of my life, I am single at the moment and have been for the last 7 or 8 years and just haven't met the right guy yet.

In the back of my head I think maybe I would have better luck having a relationship with a female and have kids and all that, yet I don't think I would be 100% true to that and yet would be in that situation where I would rather be with another man. I guess we are all different when it comes to what we really want.