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Spoiled myself.
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I can relate to 2 parts of this story.. ill first tackle the "straight" friend thing..
Me and my best friend in school began to get close at about 14 and were fooling around by 15.. it took til I was 18 to admit I was gay but he wouldn't.. he'd always instigate the sexual situations and without meaning to be blunt, he came quick he got that excited.. but we never talked about it.. he always joked "you fancy me" and I'd reply "no I dont were just having fun"
Then something bad happened in general (not between us) and we lost contact as quick as a snap.. we had little contact for a year.. then eventually I tried to.make contact.. he told me he didn't want to know me.. he then told my friend to.see me again would bring up too many emotions.. we concluded he probably loved me but was in denial.. and thats when I realised.. that I loved him and I blew my chance..

Although not entirely the same.. I think this is quite relateable and I just want you to.know I regret with.all my heart not talking to him about it while I had the chance..

Secondly..due to something I'd rather not mention I gain little pleasure from being touched.. let alone blown or masturbated Nd I derive all my pleasure from pleasuring someone else.. so its okay, you're not alone :-)
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Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 08-29-2011, 06:11 AM
Spoiled myself. - by OrphanPip - 08-29-2011, 06:24 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 08-31-2011, 03:40 AM
Spoiled myself. - by marshlander - 08-31-2011, 10:28 AM
Spoiled myself. - by pellaz - 08-31-2011, 08:29 PM
Spoiled myself. - by Denzel - 08-31-2011, 08:49 PM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 08-31-2011, 10:57 PM
Spoiled myself. - by SleepTalker - 09-01-2011, 05:03 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-01-2011, 05:25 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-01-2011, 05:27 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Denzel - 09-01-2011, 10:44 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-03-2011, 07:52 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-06-2011, 02:06 AM
Spoiled myself. - by OrphanPip - 09-06-2011, 02:40 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-06-2011, 04:04 AM
Spoiled myself. - by trywait - 09-09-2011, 05:58 AM
Spoiled myself. - by Marvinteck - 09-18-2011, 05:58 AM
Spoiled myself. - by LateBloomer - 09-18-2011, 06:29 AM

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