Sincerely need advice on where I stand sexually (very long)

[bariuke]

That was an interesting read.

Thanks for all the input people. To answer the question about being romantic with girlfriends: No. I've never been romantic with women. They were more like good friends that I also had sex with. I don't think I've every really felt romantic. I see it when other people have it, but I've never been that way about someone. I long for that feeling, but I haven't been with a man who wanted me romantically.

I wasn't entirely sure what I was, but something inside me is telling me that my inevitable conclusion is going to be "I'm gay" because I know in my heart that what I want is a man, and I really feel that I would be happy with that.

Feels good.