'fess Up

[AlephNull]

My confession, what I would never admit to anyone...I'm all screwed up!!

I mean, my sexual orientation changes so often and it's all confusing and weee...even today, I've masturbated for both gay and straight porn...and while I feel maybe more free and honest to myself in homosexual element I definitely enjoy female figure and straight sex more. I want to be with men because it's easier and feels more comfortable, but I feel tremendous attraction particularly japanese women.

So I don't know...I'm pretty fucked up.

Nothing fucked up there. Sex is 50% psychology and 50% biology. And the lines between psychology and biology blur so often its not even funny. Whats the point in me mentioning this? Well biologically most men are programmed to get horny for the female form, yes even a lot of gay men yield to this fact of biology. Psychologically speaking, for myself at least, I feel more comfortable around men because I know they know what its like to be a man, and therefore I feel like I share a kind of automatic connection with said men when I wouldn't with women. This makes it much easier for me to be emotionally and physically intimate with men than with women. I hope you get what I am getting at here.



Just remember: David Bowie, when asked about his marriage to a woman jokingly said (with a degree of seriousness) "I have always been a closet heterosexual".