'fess Up

[Uke]

Nothing fucked up there. Sex is 50% psychology and 50% biology. And the lines between psychology and biology blur so often its not even funny. Whats the point in me mentioning this? Well biologically most men are programmed to get horny for the female form, yes even a lot of gay men yield to this fact of biology. Psychologically speaking, for myself at least, I feel more comfortable around men because I know they know what its like to be a man, and therefore I feel like I share a kind of automatic connection with said men when I wouldn't with women. This makes it much easier for me to be emotionally and physically intimate with men than with women. I hope you get what I am getting at here.



Just remember: David Bowie, when asked about his marriage to a woman jokingly said (with a degree of seriousness) "I have always been a closet heterosexual".

I get what you're saying, because for that part it is the same with me ^^

Another reason is because there's two sides in me. One is the guy who pursues manly image, wants to be with a cute, sexy girl, marry her, and take good care of her. Have a few kids with her. Then there's the exact opposite: a girly, cute little guy who uses red hair dye and just wants to cuddle with his man and feel protected and loved.

Quite radically different sides, eh? Next thing, I'll probably realize I'm transsexual or something lol. But nonono I'm not a schizophrenic!

In all the seriousness, I feel lost in the whole thing. I mean, how can I ever be true to my(presumed)male partner if the next day I feel attraction to the young girl next door? Well, obviously I wouldn't cheat, but it would be wrong for my partner in any case.