Vile poetry

[Bookworm]

Thanks for sharing this.
I have kept several notebooks of similar writings that I wrote about 16 years ago when I was going through bad times. It felt important to me to get it all down on paper and have some form of dialogue with myself, no matter how it came out, as I felt completely alone and that nobody understood what was going on for me in my own little world.
Like you say, It wasn't going to solve any issues I had but the experience of just formulating my thoughts and emotions into some form of prose felt like an achievement at the time.