Bottoming = Feminine?

[jjernigan]

I know this is gonna sound strange, but I feel like I have both genders in me. Sometimes I wish I was a woman. Other times I think to myself "man I would never wanna give up having a cock!". When I bottom I certainly feel more feminine, but that's not a bad thing

I am EXACTLY the same way. I am not a bisexual because I am necessarily attracted to men. I am wholly attracted to women. However, I enjoy sexual relations with men because it allows me to fulfill my feminine desires. I first thought about having sex with men by watching porn. I would watch the woman and I wanted to be her. I wanted to suck the cock and invite in into my body (although I have yet to do the latter).

I seriously doubt anyone who knows me thinks I act feminine in real life. However, when I decide to jump in bed with a man, I am fully feminine in my attitude, but not necessarily in my actions. If that makes any sense at all.