03-15-2012, 03:35 PM
Most depression steams from ur childhood. U never were allowed to be like u but ur "mom's good boy" false self; as a consequence, ur depressions has been increasing during those all years.
Most therapists just try you to think this depression feelings doesn't exist or can be jumped but this 'black hole' keeps being there.
Depression comes from that black hole and it means feelings of inadequacy, emptiness, and feeling "defective". Of course these memories are deeply buried in the depth of ur mind and you are not really aware why you feel like that.
It's very possible your relationship with your father has been broken and you are trying to solvei old wounds through same-sex partners.
Most therapists just try you to think this depression feelings doesn't exist or can be jumped but this 'black hole' keeps being there.
Depression comes from that black hole and it means feelings of inadequacy, emptiness, and feeling "defective". Of course these memories are deeply buried in the depth of ur mind and you are not really aware why you feel like that.
It's very possible your relationship with your father has been broken and you are trying to solvei old wounds through same-sex partners.
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