Why be unkind?

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I have been terribly wrong about all of this. Pix has been very very helpful in getting me to see this. I am terribly sorry for being such a rude beast to you all.
I realize I was engageing you all as unpaid, unwilling, psychotherapists and that was unfair. I would like to note, you are excellent pschotherapists. I am actually over this issue.
I got farther in a few days with you people than I have gotten in the last 5 years in one-on-one psychotherapists. I was in a rut and you saved me. I couldn't have gotten this help anywhere else, I feel and I owe you all a lot of gratitude.
I deeply appreciate the supportive things that were said here, because without them I would have felt to embattled and would have just left the site. I would like to thank those who were most sympathetic in their opposition because it helped me to actually listen to the other side. I would like to thank pix for her inspiring privat messages. She's just great, sincerely and I hope she can forgive my flipant response. And lastly ZackT for giving me the shock therapy I was in deep need of. I am soooo sorry I called you a troll, Zack, you're an honest fellow. You can't say that about everyone and that's for sure. I hope you can forgive me, one and all for being such an ass.
I will try to do better.
Let's drop this now, shall we?

People with disabilities should have some accommodation. However, the disabilities act wasn't intended so people like you could make the kinds of demands that you do and imply you'd sick lawyers on messageboards if they don't do as you say.

I've had years of therapy for my PTSD, luckily with a lot of success, and when I reacted strongly and negatively to everyday things as I've done in the past I recognized the problem was with me, not society. That's not to say that I think I was never justified in my annoyance (just in it being so over the top), but I did recognize that I needed to change myself, not everyone else. When I became irrational and called people names as I've seen you do in this thread I've apologized for it with sincere regret over my behavior, not excused myself for it.

Furthermore, I've gone to a support group of others with PTSD and even though some had it much worse than me none of them came close to the level you describe. If you're not exaggerating your symptoms then you are an extreme case of it, not a typical sufferer.