A bit lost

[reytla]

Hey Almac,

Thank you for your reply. I do apologise if my post sounded cold and analytic. I did not mean it as such but my chosen career/study plan trains one to be analytic and logical. I also tend to be way too formal and need to learn to loosen up.

Opposites do tend to attract but finding things in common is what keeps a relationship together I believe. I just want what is best for us both and I really cant't imagine a life without him but don't know if I can be truly romantically close with a guy.

I do finish, yes... but feel so confused.

I might also be getting a scholarship next year to complete my masters in the UK and really don't know what that will mean for our relationship. I don't want to turn down the scholarship if I am offered it as it truly is a once in a lifetime opportunity.