Might be gay and I'm really scared

[oldster]

i guess you could have a life of with no sex and perhaps no love
but i have a feeeling that might be possiabl in your case if i under stand the urges andd feeling are starting to work there way thrue your mind.
you actuly belive you can live your entire life by your self with out companionship and faceing the world with out the comfort of a mate
one can do that many have but it is not the worse thing in the world
to be gay yes it usto cut one off from many things but today it is much better accepted not to say you actuly have to be outbut try to be true to your own self and is ambition and what ever enough for you thats great
but as formy seeelf i cant imaging a life without love that would not be liveing but existing thrue life. sorry i am not that ambitious i dont need aclame or wealth and power if i can make one otherpersons live a little happyer and open their hart to love then i truely have accomplished something in this world My idea is that we are here only once and we might as well get it right the first time This is not a practice run for the game of life