12-21-2011, 06:00 AM
I was in denial about my sexuality for the longest time. I do remember a distinct moment where I realized that I really was attracted to guys. I was still in sort of denial even after I came out to two friends online. After I came out to the second person I wanted to confirm my suspicions. I came home after work and hopped online to leaf through pictures of guys to see if I was turned on or not. I was online for awhile and ended up watching some gay porn as well. I started getting aroused by just looking at guys online and at that very moment a light bulb went off inside my head. All hell broke loose after that. I wasnt planning on coming out at the time but within two weeks I had told all of my family and close friends.