01-03-2012, 04:54 AM
wakeboarder Wrote:to accept and love myself for myself for the first time in my life. its going to be a long and hard road emotionally. and im not an emotional guy at all. but i figure that im almost 30, so what better time than now.
and countryboy, idaho is a friggin awesome place. you can do just about anything you want within a half hours drive of boise. just sayin if your lookin for a new place, its worth a look.
I hear ya !! up until two years ago I had accepted the fact that I was going to die alone and with this secrete of being gay and then BAM!!! I completely lost myself!! haha I am doing much better now though and have learned alot about the true meaning of life and came a long ways in the past couple of years. I was Mr. tough guy that never showed any feelings and never cried but many years of feelings came out when I told my life long friend I was gay and I completely fell apart that day. She has been great and I don't know where I would be right now if I didn't have her to talk too.
I am not one to give advice because I think we are at a similar position our lives but take it one day at a time and keep your head held high. I am sure you will be fine and get through what you are going though. Good luck
When I went to school at wyotech I had a buddy I met there from Idaho. He was cool shit and he really liked it there. Maybe I will check it out! Thanks :biggrin: