Ideal Self

[binfatuated]

I would like to be like me, as I am joyous... rather eccentric and exuberant. Basically, a me that is sans myoft socially awkward demenor.
I feel success would come to me easier, and... period... if I could just dump the issues that have plauged me the last decade... making adolescence and youg adult hood a very dark time for me.

Then, the ideal me would be a socially affable author and filmmaker,, with my personality being as such to endear me to the populous and to fame, on my own terms.. as I'm sure it will allude me, otherwise.