Is it ever going to happen?

[Zet]

You remind me a bit of a Childhood friend that I share a lot of history with. I've not had an easy upraising and same didn't he, we were both was hated and bullied, yet turned out so different. Like he turned a bit aggressive, bitchy as defense against intruders, fight fire with fire, unlike me who gone afraid and paranoid. We still hang out and are very close, but around me he is a totally different person. I can't say to you what to do or not to do, since I am not even so good at taking care of my self, but one thing that I try imprint in my head is that Past is behind us, the future is to far, we live in the present, worry or plan to much as you might die the other day. My biggest inspiration is how would you feel at the day of your death, would you like to look back at all the good memories, or only have remorse for the things you did not do? I know you aren't suicidal but still... Would you want to look back at your life and only see a grumpy bitter old man, or a happy man filled with joy? Think about it.