Mother confessor hear my confession

[Zet]

And Zet, I guess if you're 20+ and have no clue what you want to do in life is a possibility, no one ever talk about it that way though. But I guess I value time, and I have this feeling that there isn't much time we have, so we shouldn't waste it doing nothing, we should act and improve ourselves, the fact that we don't realize what we want to do yet, means we need to research our interests.

As do I, life is short as you say. I am scared that I might up in 40 years only seeing back on this day and only see work, work, work, instead of outlive every moment in your life. But living under minimum wage brings you no freedom either. I've though my dream was to become a chef, now its shattered and I feel ratter confused of what I want in life as I went all out on it. Right now I'm just working in a Café down town, not that well paid but is better then Minimum wage. I guess I consider my self lucky although, as more then half of my class in chef school is still Unemployed from the beginning of this summer. Fortune can mean a lot of things, but there will always be people at the bottom even if they don't want it :p