He bailed.... Again.

[Anonymous]

Hi Anon.
I am really sorry that you are going through this , my heart goes out to you.
You deserve so much better , you are more than just a convenience call , and it is time you take your self respect back.

Giving him the choice of when he wants to come around , is pretty futile ,as he is already doing just that.
He is not sitting at home feeling broken and unworthy full of doubt.

You need to get off the emotional abusive hamster wheel, before it destroys what is left of your self esteem.

Love yourself a bit more , be kind to your self, and keep your self respect.
Ask yourself , would you treat someone else like he treats you?
If the answer is no , then why allow someone to treat you like that.

Here for you

It ended up being first relationship jitters for him I think. We are now going very well together. Even gave him a teddy for Valentines n.n and then we walked around a park in his area of town and then he rode me into town on his bike and I sat on his handle bars.

africabug: Really curious... how long have you guys been together?

Does he think yall are in a relationship?

over a month and a half now n.n