02-18-2012, 01:33 PM
I guess I should have come yesteday. Yesterday was a great day. Today there is nothing positive or lovable about me. One completely innocent text from my partner and I feel like throwing myself from the bridge. I hate how weak I apparently am. I thought the depressive days were over. I really need to find some distraction, the only bridge around is above the highway. Just kidding, Bowyn Aerrow has taught me a lesson. I just feel sick from panic and saddness. *sigh*