02-18-2012, 02:20 PM
Nick9 Wrote:I guess I should have come yesteday. Yesterday was a great day. Today there is nothing positive or lovable about me. One completely innocent text from my partner and I feel like throwing myself from the bridge. I hate how weak I apparently am. I thought the depressive days were over. I really need to find some distraction, the only bridge around is above the highway. Just kidding, Bowyn Aerrow has taught me a lesson. I just feel sick from panic and saddness. *sigh*
Nick, it's not just about yesterday, today and tomorrow. It's about lifetime. I'm sure there is something lovable and positive about yourself that you see throughout the years.
One big hug for Nick. I hope things will get better you.