02-18-2012, 05:43 PM
Thanks Jay, I guess I shamelessly came for a pat on my shoulder *sigh*
Over the years I've realized that even though I always say I don't give a damn what people think, I do. I always want other people, even strangers to feel good around me and to approve what I do. I guess it might be a good thing sometimes, but it's stressful. To tell the truth, lately, I've started trying to learn to care about myself, to love and to spoil myself. It's a new thing and it brings doubts and thoughts about selfishness...
Over the years I've realized that even though I always say I don't give a damn what people think, I do. I always want other people, even strangers to feel good around me and to approve what I do. I guess it might be a good thing sometimes, but it's stressful. To tell the truth, lately, I've started trying to learn to care about myself, to love and to spoil myself. It's a new thing and it brings doubts and thoughts about selfishness...