02-18-2012, 09:17 PM
hello,
Well if its my turn...
Despite having such a horrible childhood i suffered alot with low esteem levels and felt that it was destroying my life around my 20th year of life and figured enougyh was enough... I was fed up feeling down and depressed over things that were out of my control and i met a friend who was a buddist who helped me overcome my issues... He told me of a teaching which states that all the time life is allowed to do what is happenning around you you have to accept it if not willing to change it because only you can change the outlook on your life. I felt slightly offended by this and decided to give it a chance and see whats wrong in my life and how to make it right... One of my biggest things is my debt issues... Thousands in debt and fed up with it ive slowly got it down despite not being out of it im not as bad as i was before..
I am seeing my life achieve something and for this i am proud of what ive done... eight years ago what ive got now i could only dream of... A mortgage, a loving boyfriend, my own car (03 plated), My dogs and cats, A fulltime Job, my own furniture which is paid for and not in the limbo of catalogue companies with worrying letters of repossession... I am proud that I fight for my right... I fight to be me and be free and face anything head on... Life is a crap game as I understood but there comes a point in peoples lives where we stop willowing in the shit we create and actually do something about it... It may sound blunt and cruel but there is a saying....
"Its cruel to be kind" Dont billy bullshit yourself i often learnt just grab it by the horns and run with the wind in the direction your life is going taking every hurdle that occurs
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Kindest regards
zeon x
Well if its my turn...
Despite having such a horrible childhood i suffered alot with low esteem levels and felt that it was destroying my life around my 20th year of life and figured enougyh was enough... I was fed up feeling down and depressed over things that were out of my control and i met a friend who was a buddist who helped me overcome my issues... He told me of a teaching which states that all the time life is allowed to do what is happenning around you you have to accept it if not willing to change it because only you can change the outlook on your life. I felt slightly offended by this and decided to give it a chance and see whats wrong in my life and how to make it right... One of my biggest things is my debt issues... Thousands in debt and fed up with it ive slowly got it down despite not being out of it im not as bad as i was before..
I am seeing my life achieve something and for this i am proud of what ive done... eight years ago what ive got now i could only dream of... A mortgage, a loving boyfriend, my own car (03 plated), My dogs and cats, A fulltime Job, my own furniture which is paid for and not in the limbo of catalogue companies with worrying letters of repossession... I am proud that I fight for my right... I fight to be me and be free and face anything head on... Life is a crap game as I understood but there comes a point in peoples lives where we stop willowing in the shit we create and actually do something about it... It may sound blunt and cruel but there is a saying....
"Its cruel to be kind" Dont billy bullshit yourself i often learnt just grab it by the horns and run with the wind in the direction your life is going taking every hurdle that occurs
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Kindest regards
zeon x
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