Is it ever going to happen?

[Gizzie]

Sometimes people become bitches because you care too much. Hate is not the opposite of love, it’s just a different way of expressing it. People who don’t give a damn f`@@k about other people aren’t bitches at all. I am not saying that all nice people are self-absorbed selfish people, but some of them just are.
I know many people who are the biggest bitches until you get to know them and get on their “good side”. So maybe you will make a kick ass teacher, especially if you work with kids that are in need of protection. I am sure you are mature and intelligent enough to know who to aim your bitchiness to.

For your general life though, I agree with Pix. Having too many people around can drain too much from a person who cares too much so they become bitchy. Maybe you need to restrict the number of people you are exposed to. This did wonders for me.

You are not all evil.. so stop telling your self that

[zeon]

hello,
By the sounds of it your at a stage in your life where it is in limbo... I am a big believer in treat people with the same respect you expect yourself so if you come upto me for argument sake and gave me some shit id throw it straight back at you because I feel that your wanting to be treated that way because you treated me like it... If you wanted respect from people you just need to learn to be chilled... I know teenage years are the worst and they dont settle until your about 21 but to be honest if you continue down this path you may find overtime your stuck in a catch 22... If you dont believe in Karma why not defvelope that belief because then you will understand that all the bad things you do in life will have a consiquence you may not like... Not in the way someone is going to attack you but in ways for example you got for a flat to buy and it continuously falls through and you become fustrated...
Try listening to some chilled music like sacred spirits/enya/enigma to help ease away the anger within and just relax be determined that this is your turning point in your life and those you have hurt through being a bitch you are not going to hurt anymore... Expect first reactions to not be pleasant because the karma you have built people wont see this side of you so take the crap they dish and overtime they will change as karma pervails

Set yourself free mister and enjoy life instead of being angry in it

Kinsdest regards

zeon x