03-04-2012, 08:24 PM
SadSilence Wrote:I've given warning signs. Talking about death, talking about my death, how short coming it can be. Withdrawing... But no one seems to notice,
SadSilence, don't feel bad that they don't notice.
I told my mother and my sister: I am thinking about commiting a suicide.
Clear and simple.
And I didn't get any response
I guess it is just ... I don't know... too large, too out of this world, too unimaginable that their brain just skips declaration like this. It takes you enormous amount of energy to give those signs, so you think that they are clear, but people around may not feel that way and they don't notice, or they just try to pretend that nothing is happening, because they are too scared.
Don't let this beaten you.
SadSilence Wrote:I'm confessing to something that I probably shouldn't... But I'm going to so someone can know.You don't need to be careful with us. To be gentle and to give just signs. Scream, if it makes you feel better, tell us all awful things that you are thinking about.
All we ask from you is to listen to us and stay with us
I guess, you are lucky that I can't go to Layton anytime soon I would tackle you to ground with my hug. Just because I remember how I craved the hug during those days and I didn't get any. I guess something in me isn't healed yet. Otherwise you would be safe from me