06-15-2012, 11:50 AM
I'm not going to go on for a long time in this post, but I just wanted to say I had the most magical night last night with the most amazing guy. And there wasn't even any sex involved.
I'm a bit worried about what this means for us. He might be moving away soon (three hours away to the coast,) but you know what -- I cried about it earlier, probably due to a variety of things (being overwhelmed, the new meds, my past boyfriend and how he built me up and then broke me down, and my lack of sleep,) but after sleeping for a while, I decided that I'm going to try.
It's going to sound really corny to say, but those seven hours really did change my life, I think. It reminded me of just what I'm looking for in life with another person. I think that's the most beautiful thing ever.
I'm a bit worried about what this means for us. He might be moving away soon (three hours away to the coast,) but you know what -- I cried about it earlier, probably due to a variety of things (being overwhelmed, the new meds, my past boyfriend and how he built me up and then broke me down, and my lack of sleep,) but after sleeping for a while, I decided that I'm going to try.
It's going to sound really corny to say, but those seven hours really did change my life, I think. It reminded me of just what I'm looking for in life with another person. I think that's the most beautiful thing ever.