It fell through.

[desiredxmdr]

Does it make it any better that I haven't had anyone in so long?

My ex... wants to get married.
My crush doesn't know what he wants.

Neither do I.

But...if I get married I'll be able to get out of this place.
His family has a place in L.A. and I think I'm going to move in with him.

I came out, fully, to my parents and now they want me out of the house.

But...moving out of here is what I've always dreamt of.

[ardus]

Well I can't know what you're going through but I can say for sure don't jump into something just to get out of the house, make sure that if you do it it's because it's what YOU want, not what others want for you or think you should do. I moved on my own at 17 myself and I can say that so long as you have a job and can actually support yourself being independent is very rewarding, and anyone that can put themselves into it should look towards it. I would also caution you jumping into something too deep until you've been on your own awhile, the world looks quite different from your own place.

[Enigma]

Ditto what Ardus advises.

[desiredxmdr]

I tried going back.

No hope there.

They said I won't be living in their house until I've had some 'help'.

Mobile is really far away, and his family is well off. I've never really thought about moving out before I graduated highschool, but I'm going to.