07-25-2012, 10:19 PM
Hello, I'm new to this website and joined currently looking for support and to possibly meet friends. I'm an almost 20 years old bisexual man. I have been struggling with heroin addiction due to my sexuality. I've struggled with very strong feelings for my best friend for 5 years now. I've tried to supress these feelings and only gotten further into my addiction. The last rehab i was in i decided to come out. It felt good telling people and when I go thome I told my best friend. He said it doesn't matter it won't affect our friendship. Honestly I feel as though I'm in so much pain struggling right now and I don't understand why. I love him so much and I get jelous but I'm a very passive person. If I want to do something or go some where usualy he'd have to ask it. I just hope with support I can maybe move on or something I don't know all i know is im new to being open and am currently struggling with alot of pain the worst part is i don't feel like i can talk to people about it because it shouldn't be a big deal. So hello everybody. Haha