Hello I'm new.

[Dalkego]

Hello, I'm new to this website and joined currently looking for support and to possibly meet friends. I'm an almost 20 years old bisexual man. I have been struggling with heroin addiction due to my sexuality. I've struggled with very strong feelings for my best friend for 5 years now. I've tried to supress these feelings and only gotten further into my addiction. The last rehab i was in i decided to come out. It felt good telling people and when I go thome I told my best friend. He said it doesn't matter it won't affect our friendship. Honestly I feel as though I'm in so much pain struggling right now and I don't understand why. I love him so much and I get jelous but I'm a very passive person. If I want to do something or go some where usualy he'd have to ask it. I just hope with support I can maybe move on or something I don't know all i know is im new to being open and am currently struggling with alot of pain the worst part is i don't feel like i can talk to people about it because it shouldn't be a big deal. So hello everybody. Haha

[mihai]

Heroin seriously? ( solz for my reaction but hope you feeling better and will never make that mistake ever again, the best thing to cure depresion is a nice view and your song, always works for me). You should have better take weed to clear your mind and think deeper. We all been there with the bestfriend crush and blabla , don;t make a big deal about it . And welcome

[pellaz]

welcome to gayspeak, we will love you

[Rainbowmum]

Hello and to the family .

[monk]

Welcome!