Lost In Ruin's

[chillythoughts]

let me let you in on the background of this lyric. i've just lost everyone (friends and family) as i've been persecuted by all cus of my sexuality and other things. they've left me stranded with nothing, no one to talk to or share anything with them anymore. i feel like crying every second of the day and it honestly hurts alot. so here's the lyrics.


Lost In Ruin’s

In you, I had held a lot of trust
And now it’s a huge bust
I told you everything about me
Well.. this is how it’s gotta be

Every night I’m in my room crying
While everyone was fucking lying
As I wipe away my river of tears
Now you’ve answered all my fears

My oh my, I had it all and now
Everything has been erased
You’ve given me a slap to the face
As I wont amount to shit
I’ve just lost everything

No one really cares at this moment
Out to ruin my life at discontent
Like you have no such emotions
Doomed like your deepest notions

Looking up at the evening sky
Now I’m here asking why
But I’m now in the dust
As I’m about to com-bust

My oh my, I had it all and now
Everything has been erased
You’ve given me a slap to the face
As I wont amount to shit
I’ve just lost everything

As my destiny is in bloom
Putting me into my tomb
No one to talk too anymore
Hated like a cold-sore

My oh my, I had it all and now
Everything has been erased
You’ve given me a slap to the face
As I wont amount to shit
I’ve just lost everything

[Rainbowmum]

[ChadCoxRox]

daz sum sad dope dude
ain't it sick they so crude
I ain't got nuttin' to give from so far away
but my wish for a peaceful interlude

we know they're trippin'
and we hear u slippin'
ain't no shame in your game coz they cheatin'
but they shit will be returned and then they can try grippin'

don't fall too far yo
no matter how deep
swim dat swim yo
and our love you can keep

i know it ain't enough dog
and i know you ain't feelin' it
but you have a light that another will need
and that power don't take no force

just hang on to your true heart man
the one we all know is there
just make it through another chapter
'til they get to read the next you'll lay bare

i ain't likin' your post babe
cuz you makin' me cry
i will have you close in my heart
and dem fuckers...for now...can just die

[chillythoughts]

thank you for that nice response ccrox and thanks for the hugs from both of you.

[ChadCoxRox]

I'm not apologizing for the death reference in my reply but think it's likely helpful to clarify for the sensitive that it's just my art and not intended to suggest or promote violence. Peace.

[chillythoughts]

i wasnt asking for an apology dude.

[ChadCoxRox]

i wasnt asking for an apology dude.

LOL not you babe!