01-31-2013, 02:57 AM
This can be the 1st place where i can say this : Germany is not for me.
Have to confront my both parents since they keep stressing me out with moving here.
I am a native wierdo and i need to be left in my own city , Brasov.
It is fucking hard to build a routine. Now i just learn german and wonder Koln and Dortmund on weekends , learn german my ass off , i don;t even have work rights , i get boored without working.
I enter a program for volunteering in Africa and they just won;t let me go there(i know i can run but cna;t do this to them, done it once and they both had a big fight to control me) cause this fucking society wants us to be more alike with college(i don;t even know what college or what "career" to go,don't wanna waste 4 years +master for something i don;t like), with a car(i don't even enjoy driving, i burned my licence last year)and to be filfy rich and poor inside. Fuck this.
(so good to leave this thought writen somewhere, even though can;t never hurt the parents in such a rough way)
Have to confront my both parents since they keep stressing me out with moving here.
I am a native wierdo and i need to be left in my own city , Brasov.
It is fucking hard to build a routine. Now i just learn german and wonder Koln and Dortmund on weekends , learn german my ass off , i don;t even have work rights , i get boored without working.
I enter a program for volunteering in Africa and they just won;t let me go there(i know i can run but cna;t do this to them, done it once and they both had a big fight to control me) cause this fucking society wants us to be more alike with college(i don;t even know what college or what "career" to go,don't wanna waste 4 years +master for something i don;t like), with a car(i don't even enjoy driving, i burned my licence last year)and to be filfy rich and poor inside. Fuck this.
(so good to leave this thought writen somewhere, even though can;t never hurt the parents in such a rough way)