03-25-2013, 11:21 PM
a few weeks ago, i wrote a thread about how i love america, despite everything i am facing. yes, this places is awesome; it offered me opportunities that i would never find anywhere else.
but, i really miss having fun. the other day i went to a bar, and chatted with some cute guys. but that was all. while the guys who really wanted to be with me were not my type at all (very overweight old guys who are desperate for sex). i am not ageist at all, and i do find older guys with a few extra pounds (if covered with hair) hot. one of them even offered me money. the reason why i went there because i really missed making love, the touches and the kisses, and i am not ashamed of saying that.
i felt really sad, and i just left.
i used to get off at least 4 times everyday, but it has been over a week since i got off. i used to enjoy watching gay porn, but now every time i watch something i start comparing guys in these clips to me, or get on these websites to see if there are any other hairy bottoms (like me), but again they are all actors.
i miss the days where i used to get hit on by hot Turkish men
but, i really miss having fun. the other day i went to a bar, and chatted with some cute guys. but that was all. while the guys who really wanted to be with me were not my type at all (very overweight old guys who are desperate for sex). i am not ageist at all, and i do find older guys with a few extra pounds (if covered with hair) hot. one of them even offered me money. the reason why i went there because i really missed making love, the touches and the kisses, and i am not ashamed of saying that.
i felt really sad, and i just left.
i used to get off at least 4 times everyday, but it has been over a week since i got off. i used to enjoy watching gay porn, but now every time i watch something i start comparing guys in these clips to me, or get on these websites to see if there are any other hairy bottoms (like me), but again they are all actors.
i miss the days where i used to get hit on by hot Turkish men