04-01-2013, 11:09 PM
Ok so I need to give you some background info. My first time having sex was with my ex, (we will call him: joe) I trusted Joe so we did it. But I had to be the bottom. I wanted to be the top but he said I would like it. So I trusted him but I hated it. (He was big down there) and I havnt had anal since.
Ok so I have this best friend, we will call him Andrew. We are such great friends that we dated. But we decieded to be friends instead. We were better that way. But we still hook up. A lot. We could be sitting on the couch playing a game then we start making out and the blowing. I told him I didn't want to have sex because Andrew is a top and I would have to be the bottom and my only expirence being a bottom went terrible. Andrew said it was fine and he coudnt care less about anal, but I really want to bottom for him. I don't know why I feel like this. He's just so attractive. I'm just afraid what happened with Joe would happen with Andrew...ugg. And If I do have anal with Andrew what do I do to make myself feel pleasure. (Sorry if this is long or too discriptive. I tried to be as basic as possible. I'm new here. If I did something wrong ill take it down lol)
Ok so I have this best friend, we will call him Andrew. We are such great friends that we dated. But we decieded to be friends instead. We were better that way. But we still hook up. A lot. We could be sitting on the couch playing a game then we start making out and the blowing. I told him I didn't want to have sex because Andrew is a top and I would have to be the bottom and my only expirence being a bottom went terrible. Andrew said it was fine and he coudnt care less about anal, but I really want to bottom for him. I don't know why I feel like this. He's just so attractive. I'm just afraid what happened with Joe would happen with Andrew...ugg. And If I do have anal with Andrew what do I do to make myself feel pleasure. (Sorry if this is long or too discriptive. I tried to be as basic as possible. I'm new here. If I did something wrong ill take it down lol)