05-12-2013, 10:09 AM
I don't know what to do.... My two sisters are in total denial..... Let's call them JoJo and Caca. Jojo is the 2nd eldest and caca is the eldest....with 10 and 12 years apart , they're alot older then me. When I told them I was gay, they were in complete denial...my eldest sister Caca just stopped talking, and then Jojo started playing all the denial cards, like ' I was confused too at your age' or 'You just haven't met the right girls.' or ' You have too many girl-friends...you're starting to think like them.' I tried telling them that it's not a choice , and it doesn't really explain why I find Gerard Butler hot and she's like ' Why do you find Gerard Butler hot?' or ' What makes you think I'm gay?' I mean WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY? THAT I EJACULATE TO GAY PORN?
I'm so scared and I don't know what to do....I told them over whatsapp ( both of them are over seas) and JOJO comming back at the end of the month, she told me 'I'm coming back soon, and we'll have a long talk. Just know that we really do love you'. What am I going to do? What if she keeps trying to convince me that 'its just a phase'? I'm so fucking lost, and I feel so vulnerable. This is hell...why would anyone choose this life style?
P.s. I lied to most you guys...I did tell my mom already..in the 9th grade...of course she said the same things jojo said, and now she pretends that I'm just her straight son.
I'm so scared and I don't know what to do....I told them over whatsapp ( both of them are over seas) and JOJO comming back at the end of the month, she told me 'I'm coming back soon, and we'll have a long talk. Just know that we really do love you'. What am I going to do? What if she keeps trying to convince me that 'its just a phase'? I'm so fucking lost, and I feel so vulnerable. This is hell...why would anyone choose this life style?
P.s. I lied to most you guys...I did tell my mom already..in the 9th grade...of course she said the same things jojo said, and now she pretends that I'm just her straight son.