06-18-2013, 08:52 AM
Hey, Im new here and obviously I am not out (to everyone) because if i was, i would say my name.
So i have an issue, I am a Frat Guy, I mean im not really the jock sexy mofo type, more like th e sarcastic gamer clown that is friends with everyone. I have never been with a dude before and recently i have tried dating a girl and it didnt really work because i didnt feel anything. I, honestly, wish i wasnt gay... it would make it easier but i am what i am and im cool with it, kinda. i wish it was easy but im scared to come out because i love all my friends. very few people know that im gay.
lately i have been lonely. i wanted to date, but its hard bc... well...i have an image to represent... and i dont want to jeopardize anything bc of me. but ive been wanting a partner, or at least a friend that i can talk to ya know?
i dont really know anyone i can talk to about this bc my friends are straight (i think) and they dont know what im really feeling. and its also easier to talk to strangers....
i guess what i am asking is.... what should i do? fear is holding me back...
So i have an issue, I am a Frat Guy, I mean im not really the jock sexy mofo type, more like th e sarcastic gamer clown that is friends with everyone. I have never been with a dude before and recently i have tried dating a girl and it didnt really work because i didnt feel anything. I, honestly, wish i wasnt gay... it would make it easier but i am what i am and im cool with it, kinda. i wish it was easy but im scared to come out because i love all my friends. very few people know that im gay.
lately i have been lonely. i wanted to date, but its hard bc... well...i have an image to represent... and i dont want to jeopardize anything bc of me. but ive been wanting a partner, or at least a friend that i can talk to ya know?
i dont really know anyone i can talk to about this bc my friends are straight (i think) and they dont know what im really feeling. and its also easier to talk to strangers....
i guess what i am asking is.... what should i do? fear is holding me back...