6564
If anyone of us was close to Jas
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6565
we could visit, even offer a home, a different environment
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6566
And things would be so different
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6567
Instead I'm left with the reality of how powerless I am to stop people from suffering
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6569
It's not a happy feeling
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6570
I don't really know what else could be done
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6571
I don't have words for you Jas, other than to say things don't stay fucked up forever
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6572
I wish you would see this
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6573
I wish you could see that nothing that you can do say or make can ever make any difference in how much we love you
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6575
I am breathing right now..slowly..you should try it Jas...it helps
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