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LJay Wrote:Well [MENTION=11919]jimcrackcorn[/MENTION],
If I were you, I would do some shopping around and check with friends for recommendations. At the price of care these days you should at least get someone who wears scrubs well.
Heavens to Murgatroyd [MENTION=20933]LJay[/MENTION] ,,,,, with all those specialist trying to get into your pockets,,, you should live to 100 (smile)......
I decided to keep my GP for a while longer. He may be straight, and on the ugly side, but he knows his business. He added novolog to my growing collection of meds,,,, so I'm happy (I think)..
It's Friday,,, Lets Party!!
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Pretty upset at the moment, i am aware of how much a failure i am, no matter what people say i know i am. I have lost out on so much life, i have tried moving forward and nothing works or nothing comes of it, people flake away, people forget me, no matter if im moody me or happy me i just end up losing. Im sick of the same things being said to me to just go my own way but i am so lonely and my life is getting worse, my only solace is booze and pills, i saw something and heard something on my way home tonight and it really upset me and proved to me and made me more aware of my issues and failings. Just so fed up and im going to snap soon and you know what ill be to blame and ill end up worse off and people will laugh again and not care.
I saw some people fighting outside my shop with their girlfriends too and thought you know what i bet they will all be ok in the morning and when i have been with people the slightest thing i do people leave. I hate life i really do and i do wish i was dead.
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starlight Wrote:Pretty upset at the moment, i am aware of how much a failure i am, no matter what people say i know i am. I have lost out on so much life, i have tried moving forward and nothing works or nothing comes of it, people flake away, people forget me, no matter if im moody me or happy me i just end up losing. Im sick of the same things being said to me to just go my own way but i am so lonely and my life is getting worse, my only solace is booze and pills, i saw something and heard something on my way home tonight and it really upset me and proved to me and made me more aware of my issues and failings. Just so fed up and im going to snap soon and you know what ill be to blame and ill end up worse off and people will laugh again and not care.
I saw some people fighting outside my shop with their girlfriends too and thought you know what i bet they will all be ok in the morning and when i have been with people the slightest thing i do people leave. I hate life i really do and i do wish i was dead. I keep asking you to take it easy on yourself..
Booze and pills solve absolutely nothing..
Self medication is really just a cappy way to freeze time.. or keep you mellow and numb to face the same issues later..
Cheer up..
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[MENTION=23118]starlight[/MENTION], you just made 1000 posts on this board and if you don't believe that at least some of us give a shit about you and your life you simply have not been listening or reading or whatever.
Change jobs even if you have to get fired and go on relief to do it. Be sure to keep the contact numbers for that person at work you hang out with sometimes.
And for god's sake have a talk with that dog of yours who really does understand. The both of you should go on a good walk right away and every day.
I have 42 years on you. Believe me, I've been there. You can make it.
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jimcrackcorn Wrote:Heavens to Murgatroyd [MENTION=20933]LJay[/MENTION] ,,,,, with all those specialist trying to get into your pockets,,, you should live to 100 (smile)......
I decided to keep my GP for a while longer. He may be straight, and on the ugly side, but he knows his business. He added novolog to my growing collection of meds,,,, so I'm happy (I think)..
It's Friday,,, Lets Party!!
Jimerooo [MENTION=11919]jimcrackcorn[/MENTION], well I do somehow manage to pay the crew so they have good reason to keep me pumping.
I think Novolog is like Humalog. I just found out from my Sugar Witch that I can up the dosage a little if my numbers are above a certain limit. Your mileage may vary. Ask the ugly old straight guy.
In the meantime it's Good Friday and all the Christians should be at home being gloomy. Meet you at Joe's Bar. I'll be the one with the special little clutch to hold all his pills and medical paraphernalia [and my stash]. You don't think it looks gay, do you?
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Ah, Good Friday.
I would have to thank that Jewish dude for pissing off Roman authorities and getting offed, no?
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[MENTION=21156]Anocxu[/MENTION] [MENTION=20933]LJay[/MENTION] Thankyou
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