After some thinking i come down to these:
a. from what i ve been told people think of me as the funny chap and they were surprised that i am quite an insightful person in a way someone wouldn't normally expect.
b. There is something innocent in the way i look but i can be quite dirty when the right occasion arise.A bit kinky even, dont imagine something too heavy though! lol
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RL me, and internet me.
We're exactly the same in attitude and such, I act like I AM on the net (sometimes, sometimes (I'm stuck-up, bratty, a show off, and just a douchbag. lol Which isn't me.) I'm actually very old fashioned and polite. I'm totally an old soul except in my beliefs style. It's like 20s but my modern version. Like I'm totally accepting and as nonjudgemental as possible, yet I am very polite and gentleman like, I suppose.
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I have a dirty mind around my girls at work and around my mate colin... and martin.
But around Ian I try to be innocent, although we both are a tad dirty minded at times, we're both pretty much the same in that dept. Colin brings the devil out of us :biggrin:
Obviously being in management I am different in work to my work mates than I am to them outside of work, so there's that aspect of me too.
Some colleagues really know how to press my buttons and turn me into a monster though. They just piss me off so so much that no matter what they say to me whether it's good or bad, I just dislike them so much that I find it hard to be civil. So yet another side to me.
God i'm turning into a cube...
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I always used to have multiple aspects that I would present to different people ... so there was one "me" at work - a very quiet and subdued one actually ... and then there was another "me" online, and a third "me" when I was with my mates or family ...
... but since I came out I've blurred the lines between them, and am now pretty-much "me" all the time ... and the "me" I am is the real me ... so I don't really have an alter-ego per se these days ...
... EXCEPT the obvious one, which is when I'm watching the man I love and crave more than life itself fawning over his girlfriend ... and that's not a me I'm proud of, but it's an honest and sincere me nonetheless.
... just because you can subdue a voice inside your head, doesn't mean it doesn't still whisper to you from time to time.
!?!?! Shadow !?!?!
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