Really need help

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There is so much to discover at your age about who you are and what you hope to accomplish. Just be very kind to yourself through this process. You can work through it all and get to the point where you feel great about who you are.

In the mean time when you get the itch, you can certainly indulge yourself in some hot daddy porn rather than hooking up with older guys, if it's currently freaking you out when you do it.

Figuring things out a little more sounds reasonable, and yet it's important to know that a lot of discovery happens during and around sexual experiences. Don't think you're going to get it all figured out and then go do it. Life teaches us through both what we do and what we think.

You are just at the beginning of your adult life. So much to discover! Just because you haven't seen a lot of role models for what you like, doesn't mean it isn't out there, accepted, and more normal than you now think. The possibilities are wide open.

There are lots and lots of couples with diverse ages between the guys. I'm 50 and my guy is 31. We met when he was 27. It works for us very well. We are super happy, out and known as a gay couple in a small town.

I know a married man and woman couple in their early 40s with a man in his early 20s. A committed bisex triad. It works.

Your intelligence, resourcefulness, and earnestness will serve you well.

Keep posting here and good luck!

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Getting some help figuring this all out with a counselor at school is a great strategy that will probably be a huge help. Kudos. Call a week or two before school starts so you have an appointment for the first week you're back.

There is so much to discover at your age about who you are and what you hope to accomplish. Just be very kind to yourself through this process. You can work through it all and get to the point where you feel great about who you are.

In the mean time when you get the itch, you can certainly indulge yourself in some hot daddy porn rather than hooking up with older guys, if it's currently freaking you out when you do it.

Figuring things out a little more sounds reasonable, and yet it's important to know that a lot of discovery happens during and around sexual experiences. Don't think you're going to get it all figured out and then go do it. Life teaches us through both what we do and what we think.

You are just at the beginning of your adult life. So much to discover! Just because you haven't seen a lot of role models for what you like, doesn't mean it isn't out there, accepted, and more normal than you now think. The possibilities are wide open.

There are lots and lots of couples with diverse ages between the guys. I'm 50 and my guy is 31. We met when he was 27. It works for us very well. We are super happy, out and known as a gay couple in a small town.

I know a married man and woman couple in their early 40s with a man in his early 20s. A committed bisex triad. It works.

Your intelligence, resourcefulness, and earnestness will serve you well.

Keep posting here and good luck!

haha thanks for your help but I don't think watching daddy porn is a good solution. I want to refrain myself from anything of the subject. Even any porn in general, no matter how hard it might be. If I have the will power to do that, I can do anything haha.