I don't know...

[Yume]

Hmm... Well about your meeting people problem.... I, myself used to be pretty isolated... And I would do nothing but study and go to school, and I'd volunteer on weekends... As well as clean.... And I watched a lot of Vocaloid songs... Still love Vocaloid though, they helped me out of some things... Meh music has that influence on some people... Though it's quite ironic it'd be from Vocaloid haha, Still love Vocaloid <3

But my point is that, I have isolated myself because I was uncomfortable with well... Myself, but that only made me more awkward and me even more depressed....

In your case, you claim to have sought out all options... But I bet you have not. Try looking for LGBT centers in your area, gay meeting areas, and just hang out with your friends if you have the time, and you will find people that way as well maybe. I know there are not many options for gays out there as far as dating... But, you have to search and you will most likely find someone.

Have fun searching, and good luck. Also, love is an adventure, enjoy it~