we all go through some certain stages like this...
we all need to take a deep breath...
hold on and set our eyes unto the people who inspire you...
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What if you don't have any one that inspires you?
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In a way, I can understand you being fed depressed. My ex left me in hospital for 6 months. We were watching a movie (Sister Act 2) and for no reason, he started to get really angry. I was attacked in my own home and left in a bad way.
Took me a long time to get over it. Then, I met my current partner, and thought all would be well again. This partner is ok, but he has a temper (without the violence) but his words can be hurtful.
I just seem to cope somehow... im not sure how. To top it all off, Im disabled too (lower spine crumbling away slowly.. very painful too).
Im not feeling sorry for myself as such. Just more thoughtful, but very wary now of others.
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Jesus, if you can't be your own best friend and lover, how the hell is anybody else going to be, Muck up my friend and as soon as you find the love in your self, you'll find all over the place.
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