04-01-2015, 06:11 PM
Today I was talking to my friend about random stuff so then we came across the subject of Van Diesel being "Gay" or not... We debated the subject until I asked "So you have a problem with him being gay?"
and to my surprise, he actually said no. He told me that he is cool with gay people, that it isn't their fault or anything but he only dislikes those effeminate guys who act lady like... Which is his opinion. I was just shocked that he found it okay to be gay since only a rare amount of people here understand what it is like to be gay without freaking out and he does! *Except maybe he is gay himself??...* :/
When he told me so, I tried to hide my expression of astonishment but I couldn't help my eyes getting wide and big like a child staring at his presents on a Christmas day and I was truly happy on the inside because I am technically lying to everyone about myself for my own safety, so the opportunity to tell someone that I am gay makes us that much closer, I feel comfortable around him and allows him to understand me better as a person.
The only thing that is keeping me from telling him is that you never know what could happen in the future. yes, he is my friend today but he could be my enemy tomorrow. I've had best friends turn against me and it is possible that he could turn on me one day too and use this against me to try and ruin things for me.
So I am a little stuck here, To tell him or not tell him? ....
and to my surprise, he actually said no. He told me that he is cool with gay people, that it isn't their fault or anything but he only dislikes those effeminate guys who act lady like... Which is his opinion. I was just shocked that he found it okay to be gay since only a rare amount of people here understand what it is like to be gay without freaking out and he does! *Except maybe he is gay himself??...* :/
When he told me so, I tried to hide my expression of astonishment but I couldn't help my eyes getting wide and big like a child staring at his presents on a Christmas day and I was truly happy on the inside because I am technically lying to everyone about myself for my own safety, so the opportunity to tell someone that I am gay makes us that much closer, I feel comfortable around him and allows him to understand me better as a person.
The only thing that is keeping me from telling him is that you never know what could happen in the future. yes, he is my friend today but he could be my enemy tomorrow. I've had best friends turn against me and it is possible that he could turn on me one day too and use this against me to try and ruin things for me.
So I am a little stuck here, To tell him or not tell him? ....