Newbie - Aussie Farm Boy Confused and Nervous
04-03-2015, 10:00 AM
Hi everyone, cannot believe I didn't find this site sooner. Looks like all my troubles might finally be solved. My name is Tom by the way and I am from Australia. Up until a few months ago I had spent my entire life living on our country farm. It is over 4 hours from a major city, hence not finding this site sooner. The only place that had internet was the local fuel station lol. Anyway excuse me if I start to ramble, I've grown up a fairly sheltered life and moving to the city for studying has certainly opened my eyes to a whole new world.
I have always enjoyed drawing, painting, writing, reading, kayaking and bush walking. I love the outdoors and anything to do with animals and plants. Lol, not stereotyping myself but putting it like that I should have known long ago hehe. I guess growing up away from these different ways of life stunted my potential of what I can be. I won't go in to too much detail in this thread but, I have had quiet a few sexual encounters and experiences since a pretty young age (all mutual, similar age, non violent) and even though most of those times were "gay" as such, by not involving any girls or discoveries of my own while bored and alone. It never once occurred to me that I may not be straight. Let alone, bi, gay or possibly even slightly trans.
These last few months since moving and even more leading up to the move I have been getting stronger and stronger urges. Deep dirty thoughts that just get stronger by the week. I don't think I have ever felt this free and alive my whole life yet I am so nervous and confused and excited and scared and horny hehe. I better shut up now, I'm rambling. I just wanted to introduce myself and tell my story so have a great night peeps
Tom-Bella
xox
I have always enjoyed drawing, painting, writing, reading, kayaking and bush walking. I love the outdoors and anything to do with animals and plants. Lol, not stereotyping myself but putting it like that I should have known long ago hehe. I guess growing up away from these different ways of life stunted my potential of what I can be. I won't go in to too much detail in this thread but, I have had quiet a few sexual encounters and experiences since a pretty young age (all mutual, similar age, non violent) and even though most of those times were "gay" as such, by not involving any girls or discoveries of my own while bored and alone. It never once occurred to me that I may not be straight. Let alone, bi, gay or possibly even slightly trans.
These last few months since moving and even more leading up to the move I have been getting stronger and stronger urges. Deep dirty thoughts that just get stronger by the week. I don't think I have ever felt this free and alive my whole life yet I am so nervous and confused and excited and scared and horny hehe. I better shut up now, I'm rambling. I just wanted to introduce myself and tell my story so have a great night peeps
Tom-Bella
xox
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