05-02-2015, 05:23 PM
Alright, so a few monhs ago my position was terminated at work, right when I was thinking of quitting soon and moving to another city (Toronto).
The time has finally come for me to move on Monday, but I am starting to feel some last minute regrets on moving. First, the gay village in Montreal in the summer is so lively and amazing, the street is closed during the summer and everyone is out on patios and enjoying their time in the nice weather. I was out last night and it made remember how alive I feel when I am here in the summer and how I am going to miss out on all that fun by moving to Toronto. The last few years I have been battling anxiety and depression so I havent been able to really make the most out of my time here..
Toronto has always been a place I wanted to live. It's always been in my heart to move there. The vibe of the city, the things to do, the career opportunities, it just seems like an endless worth of opportunity in all aspects of life. The first language is english which is a plus, because french is what dominates here in Montreal for the most part. When I was in Toronto for an interview earlier this week I felt so comfortable and like I was back at home (in the province that I grew up in).
I know everything feels right about the move, I just really regret not enjoying myself more while I was here. My anxiety and depression really brought me down. I am ready to be happy again It's been two years now since a break up of a relationship really affected me and it feels like I am finally ready to move forward.
I have nothing against living in Montreal, it's just that it's the perfect time for me to chase after my dream...
Has anyone had this similar experience, when your trying to move on to your next step in life, you know it's right, but you wish you could have dealt with the past situation differently? I wish I could have been happy here in Montreal, but I just couldn't be happy given the circumstance. How do you deal with this feeling of regret?
The time has finally come for me to move on Monday, but I am starting to feel some last minute regrets on moving. First, the gay village in Montreal in the summer is so lively and amazing, the street is closed during the summer and everyone is out on patios and enjoying their time in the nice weather. I was out last night and it made remember how alive I feel when I am here in the summer and how I am going to miss out on all that fun by moving to Toronto. The last few years I have been battling anxiety and depression so I havent been able to really make the most out of my time here..
Toronto has always been a place I wanted to live. It's always been in my heart to move there. The vibe of the city, the things to do, the career opportunities, it just seems like an endless worth of opportunity in all aspects of life. The first language is english which is a plus, because french is what dominates here in Montreal for the most part. When I was in Toronto for an interview earlier this week I felt so comfortable and like I was back at home (in the province that I grew up in).
I know everything feels right about the move, I just really regret not enjoying myself more while I was here. My anxiety and depression really brought me down. I am ready to be happy again It's been two years now since a break up of a relationship really affected me and it feels like I am finally ready to move forward.
I have nothing against living in Montreal, it's just that it's the perfect time for me to chase after my dream...
Has anyone had this similar experience, when your trying to move on to your next step in life, you know it's right, but you wish you could have dealt with the past situation differently? I wish I could have been happy here in Montreal, but I just couldn't be happy given the circumstance. How do you deal with this feeling of regret?