05-08-2015, 05:48 AM
I went for a massage today and it was great.It ended off with a hand job and I grabbed his naked ass.It cost me a bit but it was worthed.I haven't had that kind of contact with a man in so long.The Panera guy is still very friendly but mainstream.I can't wait around forever.I think if something was going to happen it would have by now.I still have him as a friend and still find him attractive but I have to move on because I can't continue with the mixed messages and although it was difficult to make this decision I have to take care of myself and not let myself get nervous.