05-27-2015, 07:00 PM
Hi everyone..here I am back with my new story in my life.
If you all've read my previous threads, you would know me. Anyway to cut it short,there is this guy, let's call him X whom I met 5yrs ago for one night stand. The moment I saw him in real, I realised he looks 1000 times better than what he looks in pics. At that time I was new to bottoming, so our sex didn't turn out well.
The moment I left his home after sex, I just couldn't stop thinking about him. His perfect eye lashes, beautiful face structure, perfect body, beautiful cock. I was in awe of him.
After that I suffered complex problem, like I am not good looking like him etc.etc. After that i pursued him for years to sleep with him but he never responded. So, i moved on with my life, I tried to forget him though in between I used to keep checking his PR profile.
So after 5yrs now, I met him again through his roomie, let's call him Y. So Y invited me to his place for a threesome with poppers I.e Y, my crush X and I ..They are tops BTW.
This time comparatively I was good in bed and i felt I was dreaming when he was fucking me. But even after an hour, they were not cuming and I was tired and couldn't take it anymore but they were very undrstanding and polite to me.
Again after leaving his place, I got this thought on my mind " Fuck! This time also it didn't turn out well, so, that means he wouldn't call me again for sex", my chance is over of meeting him again.
He was on my mind all through out the day&night &day &night and so on. So, I watsapped his roomie Y, told him all the story n my feeling for X. He said his Fren X is never into serious stuff, only into NSA fun but he said still I could approach him.
So, what I did I msgd X on Grindr and told him everything and he replied to me politely saying that he also liked meeting me and liked my ass a lot and wanted to fuck more and he said that he has tight work schedule which hardly allows him time for himself, so he couldnt promise any kind of committment however he has asked me to connect with him on Watsapp and he gave me his no.
Now,what should I do.Just now I msgd him btw asking how is he doing etc.and wishing him good night ,kept it short and he has also replied. This is the 1st msg after he has shared his no.2,days ago.
Guys, my friends, can you please guide me friends. I have always been unsuccessful in my love life and I think, this would be again turn out to be the same way. Either I have to go through a depression of being not loved by him and overcome that depression in a course of time or try to start forgetting him forcefully from my mind as much as possible starting from today
If you all've read my previous threads, you would know me. Anyway to cut it short,there is this guy, let's call him X whom I met 5yrs ago for one night stand. The moment I saw him in real, I realised he looks 1000 times better than what he looks in pics. At that time I was new to bottoming, so our sex didn't turn out well.
The moment I left his home after sex, I just couldn't stop thinking about him. His perfect eye lashes, beautiful face structure, perfect body, beautiful cock. I was in awe of him.
After that I suffered complex problem, like I am not good looking like him etc.etc. After that i pursued him for years to sleep with him but he never responded. So, i moved on with my life, I tried to forget him though in between I used to keep checking his PR profile.
So after 5yrs now, I met him again through his roomie, let's call him Y. So Y invited me to his place for a threesome with poppers I.e Y, my crush X and I ..They are tops BTW.
This time comparatively I was good in bed and i felt I was dreaming when he was fucking me. But even after an hour, they were not cuming and I was tired and couldn't take it anymore but they were very undrstanding and polite to me.
Again after leaving his place, I got this thought on my mind " Fuck! This time also it didn't turn out well, so, that means he wouldn't call me again for sex", my chance is over of meeting him again.
He was on my mind all through out the day&night &day &night and so on. So, I watsapped his roomie Y, told him all the story n my feeling for X. He said his Fren X is never into serious stuff, only into NSA fun but he said still I could approach him.
So, what I did I msgd X on Grindr and told him everything and he replied to me politely saying that he also liked meeting me and liked my ass a lot and wanted to fuck more and he said that he has tight work schedule which hardly allows him time for himself, so he couldnt promise any kind of committment however he has asked me to connect with him on Watsapp and he gave me his no.
Now,what should I do.Just now I msgd him btw asking how is he doing etc.and wishing him good night ,kept it short and he has also replied. This is the 1st msg after he has shared his no.2,days ago.
Guys, my friends, can you please guide me friends. I have always been unsuccessful in my love life and I think, this would be again turn out to be the same way. Either I have to go through a depression of being not loved by him and overcome that depression in a course of time or try to start forgetting him forcefully from my mind as much as possible starting from today
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