no offense intended

[just4fun]

First off, I've never been attracted to men; love women, they're all I see, I'm a breast man, love my time with women but I love variety too and being that hot sex tends to be taboo, experimenting with men seems a logical turn of thought. I think it's funny though, given the circumstance; having zero experience and watching virtually no porn, I've already got it in my mind as to what I'd be into. Hate to admit it but I'm submissive or a pleaser or whatever you'd like to call it; I don't want to fuck anyone, I love blowjobs but I find the idea of a man sucking my cock repulsive. I want the reverse; I want to be fucked and to suck. A hand job would be appreciated of though =P

Not sure how much sense it makes but that's how I feel. I wonder, do curious men ever just watch or anything like that? I've fantasized about being on my back, being fucked, and blowing two men at once but I'm not going to dive in like that. Safety first! I've never had an STI and I don't want to start now. Still, even if I had agreed upon terms of hand jobs only or condoms only etc, I don't know that I could hold back from sucking without one.

Maybe I'm crazy? lol

Hope this was the right forum...