I wish

[shyl4l]

This is a first draft and therfore will probably be rejigged, added to and hopefully refined. If you wright then please post some of yours below

I wish that I was witty, charming and urbane
I wish that I had confidence, good looks or youth again
I wish I could express my self, my dreams and my lifes aims
I wish that I had no regrets, recriminations or blame
I wish I had not hidden away , denied myself , played someone else's game
I wish you could see my gentalness, tender heart , capacity to love
I wish that I was not lonely that I had some one to love someone whom would love me back the way that lovers should
I wish that I could look at you and see you smile again, look into those wonderous eyes and know you felt the same
I wish that I did not wish for all of the above, some are purely wishes, some bring only pain, some remind me of a life not lived yet others are mine to change.
I AM A MARTIAN