Feeling suicidal

[InbetweenDreams]

Um...I live at home...I mean I'm not thrilled about it but I do, I get along with my folks, I pitch in where I can but I do work a full time job... So I wouldn't feel bad about living with family or whatever your arrangement is... I don't think [MENTION=13210]Beaux[/MENTION] was trying to be offensive or judgmental here...or at least that's not how I read it...

[Tyrion]

Good for you. But I don't need judgemental faggots telling me how pathetic I am for still living at home because I don't want to be homeless. In fact, that's the last thing I needed and I think I'm gonna actually go self-harm now. Thanks.

Also I can't stand disabled people.

Uh nice. Are you actually a troll?

[InbetweenDreams]

Uh nice. Are you actually a troll?

Could be that...I mean I usually give the benefit of the doubt when people start talking about committing suicide...sometimes people need a kick in the ass to know what they really have and then some people are really sick and like to play with people...whether it is attention, have people feel sorry for them or whatever the deal is.

Either way, [MENTION=21979]subdivisions[/MENTION] if you're really are going to consider hurting yourself over what someone said on a website...I don't think anyone can help you...It's one thing to be pissed off, but throwing around crap like that? I mean really?

[kindy64]

Good for you. But I don't need judgemental faggots telling me how pathetic I am for still living at home because I don't want to be homeless. In fact, that's the last thing I needed and I think I'm gonna actually go self-harm now. Thanks.

Also I can't stand disabled people.

Buddy, you are a disabled person. With all of your issues, you shouldn't have a problem finding an agency (or multiple such) willing to provide assistance.

But, I believe Beaux point is that you should quit feeling sorry for yourself and do something about your life. Everything I've read of yours, you let life happen to you, you aren't taking charge of it.

Life takes a great deal of effort to go the way you want it to go.

[Beaux]

Good for you. But I don't need judgemental faggots telling me how pathetic I am for still living at home because I don't want to be homeless. In fact, that's the last thing I needed and I think I'm gonna actually go self-harm now. Thanks.

Also I can't stand disabled people.

There is a difference between being "judgemental" and telling someone the truth, however, I do so appreciate the random "faggot" appellation. 'Preciate that little jewel, thx.

Sorry for misunderstanding your post. I thought you were looking for advice at improve your situation, I didn't realize you just wanted a shoulder to whine on.

~Beaux

[subdivisions]

Sorry guys, I'm bipolar and was in a really bad mood. I didn't mean to make a post like that.

[kindy64]

I hope you are doing better. I was worried about you.

[LJay]

Subdivisions, I truly pains me to see people here that I know are going through personal hell in their own right, and yet still take the time to try and help you, have to deal with insults.

Get help man. go to the public health department, a minister or rabbi, a neighbor you feel you can talk with, a family doctor, wherever, but reach out and really talk with someone while your wall is down. It is hard, really hard, to do, but you can take a few steps and try. I can guarantee you that the people in the posts above will rejoice in hearing that you are working things out. Good luck.

[meridannight]

Good for you. But I don't need judgemental faggots telling me how pathetic I am for still living at home because I don't want to be homeless. In fact, that's the last thing I needed and I think I'm gonna actually go self-harm now. Thanks.

Also I can't stand disabled people.

in the last decade there's been an obvious trend toward people staying living with their parents longer, well into their twenties. there's nothing to be ashamed about that.

people won't think you're pathetic because you choose to live with your parents over living on the street. most everybody would make that choice if faced with it. not working towards doing what you want to be doing, though, that would understandably be looked down upon.

and you don't need a college degree to work in the field that interests you. degree doesn't hurt. but you can study independently and get started on your own. it's even better that way because you are doing it by your own schedule and don't have to wade through others' bullshit (i.e. the professors).