01-31-2011, 01:24 AM
hi. my boyfriend has just left me after 4 years together.
i really really love him so much and its killing me inside knowing i can never cuddle up to him and rest my head on his shoulder when we sleep.
i dont have a clue how to deal with this loss and i need help.
how do i get over this? any tips or ideas.
we split up because he sent a txt saying he has found someone else. he sent it because we were arguing and he wanted to hurt me.
he said its not true though and i believe him.
when i got the text i went crazy and said such nasty things to him. i said i would kill him for doing this to me etc.
because of this he has left me and is getting a restraining order against me.
in the past i have lied and caused bumps in the relationship. i never cheated though.
now i can never get the chance to try win him back because he is getting the restraining order.
please help me. how do i deal with this
i really really love him so much and its killing me inside knowing i can never cuddle up to him and rest my head on his shoulder when we sleep.
i dont have a clue how to deal with this loss and i need help.
how do i get over this? any tips or ideas.
we split up because he sent a txt saying he has found someone else. he sent it because we were arguing and he wanted to hurt me.
he said its not true though and i believe him.
when i got the text i went crazy and said such nasty things to him. i said i would kill him for doing this to me etc.
because of this he has left me and is getting a restraining order against me.
in the past i have lied and caused bumps in the relationship. i never cheated though.
now i can never get the chance to try win him back because he is getting the restraining order.
please help me. how do i deal with this