02-10-2011, 03:49 PM
Bobby,
As usual the thread has drifted away from the posters topic. I feel your pain and I cannot give advice but I can relate. When I was somewhere between 7 and 9 years old I had frequent sex with my much older half brother and I have always felt that I was guilty of something. Maybe I was guilty of not complaining or maybe I was guilty of enjoying it. I am 55 years old now and it still plagues me even though I know that I was too young to be responsible for these events. Life would be much easer if I was totally straight. You can argue nature verses nurture all you want but I feel that "choice" was stolen from me by my half brother.
Do you have issues with low self esteem or do you feel dirty somehow? I do and I have always had these feelings. I truly hope you work it out Bobby and come to terms with it all.
Big hug
As usual the thread has drifted away from the posters topic. I feel your pain and I cannot give advice but I can relate. When I was somewhere between 7 and 9 years old I had frequent sex with my much older half brother and I have always felt that I was guilty of something. Maybe I was guilty of not complaining or maybe I was guilty of enjoying it. I am 55 years old now and it still plagues me even though I know that I was too young to be responsible for these events. Life would be much easer if I was totally straight. You can argue nature verses nurture all you want but I feel that "choice" was stolen from me by my half brother.
Do you have issues with low self esteem or do you feel dirty somehow? I do and I have always had these feelings. I truly hope you work it out Bobby and come to terms with it all.
Big hug